God is our Guide

A watched phone doesn't ring is just as true as the idea that a watched pot doesn't boil. For the past few days I've been anxiously awaiting my phone to ring and hear that I've secured the job I interviewed for.

Well, my phone did ring, but the person on the other end had to tell me that due to an oversight, and due to the type of degree I have, I actually am not qualified for the job, according to our government. So, I am not about to embark upon the beginning of my counseling career.

Once again I am left to wonder why God shut another door that seemed to be wide open. Why is God letting me walk into the candy store, but not take home any treats? What is His purpose in all of this? He has given me all these dreams, passions and skills and I am trying to pursue them. Trying to use them for His glory, and to increase His kingdom, yet it seems that the doors are slamming right as I get to them.

It is hard to remain upbeat to continue to tap into the joy when I am left wondering where to go from here? The only option I have to take a time out, to dig into the Word, for the Bible is the lamp for my path. I pray, for talking to God is how I tell Him that I need some direction, and then I listen for His direction. I know that in time it will come.

Yes, it is hard to deal with disappointment, and it is ok to be sad and confused. What matters is how we handle it. Do we wallow in the confusion, in the pain, or do we get up and seek God's advice, God's leading to take our next step? Part of this Christian life is learning how to deal with setbacks. They can help us grow, mature and gain wisdom. Setbacks can give us sympathy for others.

I don't know where God wants me to go from here. I don't know why He closed the door on a job I REALLY wanted, one that I thought I'd be great at, but I do know that God has a plan, and God will show me the steps He wants me take. I do know that I am His child, that He has good things in store for me. I have hope.

Life goes on and new doors will open, I just have to keep my lamp before me, stay in communication with my Guide and be ready to listen when He speaks and jump at the next opportunity. I can be disappointed, but I won't wallow in discouragement.

-JLP-